Rey would also like to take out her feelings on the matter on something inanimate and unbreakable, since it put her in the uncomfortable position of sympathizing with both and yet being angry at both at the same time. She'd been angrier with Luke before she met the one here, and she still felt that a Jedi Master ought to have had more control over his fear than to consider attacking his nephew in his sleep. But she hadn't been there, and she couldn't say she'd never reacted badly to Kylo being Kylo.

"If you ask Kylo about that night he'll tell you the truth of things as he experienced them. I haven't known him to lie. When I asked him before it wasn't exactly as a friend."

She'd wanted the truth, and what she learned had been enough to sway her to his side at first. But she hadn't been in a position to really sit down and listen to all of it.